May 2012
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someone teach me how to get unstuck
The neighbor asked us if we were taking the crazy lady away.
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Hours in hell are like years in purgatory.
I really want to leave this place. I could think of a thousand places I’d rather be than attempting to help my 50 year old ungrateful delusional junkie stepsister move her shit. A torture chamber is one of those places.
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seriously want to move out. seriously want to stop working and go back to college. seriously don’t mind if what I want to do at school requires me to take out student loans. I just really am tired of this bullshit routine.
bjankity asked: what if they call you right afterwards? aaaah
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I am contemplating buying cartons of nat shermans. Am I an old man yet?
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that awkward moment when you post a soundgarden song because of the eclipse and nobody gets that you don’t actually like them.
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dear followers/friends
I posted a mixtape. you should listen to it. it is the first in my series of mixtapes that I make when I am really depressed. since it fluctuates so rapidly it might be awhile before vol. 2. There is no real solid theme behind these mixes, nor much reason for why I chose the songs other than I like them. And that is why I like this mix better than most of the mixes I have ever made, because I...
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Depression Mixtape: Vol. 1 →
1. Miniature Tigers - Gold Skull
2. The Spinto Band - Muesli
3. Teenage Reverb - Under the Weather
4. Det Vackra Livet - Viljan
5. The Cool Kids - What It Is
6. J.B. Lenoir - Mama, Your Daughter’s Going to Miss Me
7. Cub - Tell Me Now
8. Fastbacks - K Street
9. Gogol Bordello - Illumination
10. Neko Case and Carl Newman - Yon Ferrets Return
11. Daniel Johnston - Tears Stupid Tears
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Worlds best mothers day. I really need to move out, or convince my stepmom to cut the umbilical cord between her and my 50 year old stepsister. She is seriously going to kill my stepmom, and/or break up my parents because my dad is as sick of her junkie bullshit as everyone else in this family is (except my stepmom who will unconditionally support her even when she is being treated like a...
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coming soon: a series of mixtapes created from the depths of a depressive episode.
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h8 my lyf. need 2 move. need 2 win @ gambling 2 get rid of my debts & debts dat I hvn’t got yet.
my lyf is a fart.
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It really sucks having old parents because you feel responsible for making sure they don’t die of heart attacks or have to file bankruptcy.
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barkingupastorm replied to your chat: Parents chat...
barkingupastorm replied to your chat: Parents chat about religion, pt 1
should be all chats religion
Nah dude. It really gets on my nerves. It feels so pointless to have a conversation like that. You’re not changing anyone’s mind. You’re not learning anything about yourself of the other person. You’re just jumping down someone’s throat and prosthelytizing, sometimes...
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Parents chat about religion, pt 1
Dad: ~Flippant comment about religion or religious people~
Stepmom: I don't like it when you say things like that.
Dad: Something something imaginary friend *glances at me for approval****long glance as I decline to enter the fray*
Stepmom: Why do you have to be so disrespectful of my beliefs?
Dad: Because they are irrational!
**I exit stage left**
Stepmom: So? Why is it your business what someone believes?
Dad: ~List of horrors and destruction wrought on the world in the name of religion~
Stepmom: ~Inadequate explanation of how religion is a personal choice and why it's not any of my Dad's business~
Dad: ~Obtuse comment about rationality and reason~
Stepmom: ~Yelling~
Dad: ~Yelling~
Dad: ~Something containing the word "irrational"~
Stepmom: ~Escalation denoted by liberal use and nasal pronunciation of the word "fucking"~
Dad: You're not using reason.
Fin
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I could be one hundred different people.
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Fresh Air Remembers Author Maurice Sendak →
“I’m not unhappy about becoming old. I’m not unhappy about what must be. It makes me cry only when I see my friends go before me, and life gets emptied. I don’t believe in an afterlife, but I still fully expect to see my brother again. And it’s like a dream life.
I am reading a biography of Samuel Palmer, which was written by a woman in England. I can’t...
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Now when I’m stressed and alone I just keep repeating “I’m the suck I’m the suck I feel like a schmuck”
Eventually it loses meaning and, since it is a manifestation of the stress, the stress is dissipated.
Developing your own mantras: Lesson 1
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thanks, Michael Scott, for making me realize that using “911” as a preface to texts will get quick responses.
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